In Memory Of....

I was suppose to go for final fitting for my gowns after work. But SB called just after office hours, his dad called to inform him that Beck died..I was kinda expecting that to happen. Beck hasn't been well for the past few days. She refused to eat and drink. When i saw her on sunday, she can hardly move. Thought of bringing her to the vet after my fitting session..but gosh..she can't wait.. Well, i guess its a relieve for her..We really dont wish to see her suffering in pain & hunger. I called sattine to change my appointment to 8.30pm. Got to rush home to bring Beck for cremation. When we reached home, SB's dad already cleared her pen, placed Beck in a shoe box. Beck was lying in the box. I was very calm when i saw it. Perhaps its bcos i've expected it to happen. Memory flashback to the time when i saw Oreo's (the previous guinea pig which died) body..at that time, i just broke down when i saw its body cos that happened too sudden.


It was raining heavily when we were on the way to Mt Peasant Hospital. When we sent Orea for cremation 2yrs ago, it was also raining. However the rain stopped when we reached Mt Peasant. We were told to fill up a form for the cremation of Beck.We chosen a common cremation for Beck. After paying up, the man just took Beck away.. without letting us take a last look at her. But this time round, i was prepared cos that was what happened when we brought Oreo there. Well, we did what we can do for Beck, give it a proper cremation.. Hope it can reunion with Oreo (her best friend) in another world...